First blog ever

So here is my attempt to blog. I am excited to share my journey with you as I attempt to train and complete a mini triathlon. I will try to be as open and honest as I can with you about my past struggles with Fibromyalgia and how it has brought me into the now. I am very amateur at this so please forgive me.

 It all began on cold winter day....oh wait I was born in September. It all began one beautiful September day. Ok, maybe we don't need to go that far back.

I will start my story by saying I have been miserable my whole life. I am not saying all these years were miserable because of my life in general, I have an amazing family and awesome friends that I have shared many great times with. My misery came in the form of what some may say is depression, even though I knew I was not depressed. It was something different. I just did not feel good most of the time. The best way I can describe this is to say I felt like I had the flu with my whole body feeling like it was a big bruise. Very tender to the touch, couldn't move for the first while after waking, sleeping all time, being in a horrible mood and I was dehydrated most of the time. This lead to many unhappy days in which I missed events with friends and family and well was a b*tch most of the time. In order to be happy and not feel the pain I masked it with a lot of candy, fast food and adult beverages. This of course lead to more problems, more pain and certainly more b*tchiness. (if that's even a word). It wasn't until I finally got the one thing in life I had always wanted, my soulmate Brandon. I was 32 at the time, but I will leave that story for another time, cause it's a good one! I will just say it was the event that made me realize I had to figure what was really wrong with me.

In November of 2011, I was finally diagnosed as having Fibromyalgia. Fibromyalgia is a condition that causes widespread pain through the body. It is an inflammatory auto immune disease. I knew I had an auto immune disease but until now there was never a name for it. I was put on anti-depressants for about a year, but they just made me feel worse. I know anti-depressants are not bad and I agree they can be very effective. I just did not like them. I was desperate to get off the medication but knew I had to find another way to manage my symptoms. My sister had encouraged me to try acupuncture. I found a great place called QiWorks Community Acupuncture in Holladay and it changed my life!! I started working with Chris Rogers in January 2013. I was going twice a week for about 3 months and I was off my medication within 4 months. (Please remember this was my result, your result may be different. I am not encouraging anyone to get off medication without the support of your physician). The acupuncture got the change in motion. I am still going today, but once a month now.

By June of 2013 I was finally ready to start making major changes in life. I wanted to be smart about this and not change overnight. I wanted to do this gradually so I would keep at it. I started to do a lot of research and realized I needed to stop eating inflammatory foods and foods that cause dehydration and fatigue. During the summer I had cut out meat and started exercising. I was so amazed at the energy and strength I had. I could actually workout without sleeping for days after. This made me very happy, and motivated to keep changing. I had lost a little bit of weight and was ready to cut out more inflammatory foods aka caffeine and processed sugar. This meant I had to stop my beloved lunch of Dr. Pepper and Snickers. I will admit the Snickers was easy, but I did have a few DP re-lap's. By the end of October 2013 I was meat free, caffeine and process sugar free. As I mentioned before a major symptom of Fibro is dehydration. I drink about 100 oz of water a day, most days, and I still feel thirsty when I go to bed.  One of the major causes of dehydration for me was alcohol (which is true for most people but the Fibro intensified it). My wonderful love hate relationship with it was being challenged. I had to give it up no question. For most of us alcohol is a social thing, we love to have a few drinks with friends or over dinner. Well for me it was much more than that. I would pound my drinks because I was so thirsty and the next thing you know I am overboard. Then comes along the anxiety and mental instability that comes with dehydration, and well being drunk really. It was time to say good bye to that relationship. It was hard to be in a social situation and I admit I walked away from friends and events, only because I was not strong enough to say NO. I have amazing friends and I know they love and support me, but selfishly this seemed easier. However this is one great thing about feeling so much better, you have finally have the strength and confidence to be in those situations and say NO MORE, and reconnect with your life.

We are now going into 2014 and I was well on my way to feeling better. I was having acupuncture about once a week, but I was still not feeling 100% so I knew there was something else I could, but what could it be?? In April 2014 the bombshell called DAIRY went off. For those of you who know me pretty well, know that I am a huge milk drinker! So you could imagine my shock when I realized dairy is an inflammatory! WTF?! Guess my research was not as great as it should have been, or I was in complete denial. I am sure it was the latter. Thankfully I got over my shock and since I had given up so much by this point, the dairy was not as hard as I thought it would be. This was the major change that put everything in it's place. In August 2014 I was a changed woman! My amazing husband had bought me a road bike and I was hooked. I was able to complete a 50 mile road bike ride and month later did another 40 mile ride in Moab.

Ok, so now I am finally feeling 100% and this where the real journey begins. Now that you know the past lets focus on the future. October 1, 2014 I will begin training for a mini triathlon. I will do my best to give you a real account of how it progresses. I am doing this mostly for me to keep track of myself and to be able to look back at how far I have come, but I also want to share with others who are suffering from illnesses and looking some stories of others who are struggling. Even in writing this to you I am feeling very motivated! Please join me in my next phase Fibro to Triathlete.

Sincerely,
Tabitha

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